I AM ZOë
"The pursuit of truth and beauty is a sphere of activity in which we are permitted to remain children all our lives." -Albert Einstein
Look at these 3 red head cuties lol

Look at these 3 red head cuties lol
Reblogged from lemeputsumkushupinit, Posted by p-a-r-t-y-people.
But I NEED too.

But I NEED too.

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Daughter- Medicine

This song reminds me of this time last year. The beginning of my slope down hill.. Whether its actual medicines, alcohol, drugs, or a person. Medicine doesn’t always heal. It might be comforting at first. If I’ve learned anything this past year, its that comfort should only be temporary and in small doses. Eventually the old comfort techniques no longer work.  Don’t over indulge in the medicines this world offers. Trust me when I say eventually it won’t work. You will either be broken or just learn not to feel anything.  There is only one cure.  Jesus Christ.

“You got a warm heart, you got a beautiful brain, but its disintegrating..from all the medicine”

DAUGHTER - Medicine

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Reblogged from gottes-gnade, Posted by tarahv.
i want a best friend like this

i want a best friend like this

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AMERICAN MOUTH - Flightless Bird

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precious.

precious.

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livvylove:

This dog is so funny!

lost sight of my path.

I’ve been on this long continuous slope downward for sometime now. I don’t know what to do about it either. I NEED HELP. I mean I don’t talk to anyone. I’m bound to go down eventually lol. I know I can talk to some people, but, I never want to even when I have opportune moments to. I guess thats why I am blogging about it instead? 

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I have caught myself in situations that I never wanted to be in..or ever thought possible I would be in. for example: I almost let myself like someone that gets with a different girl every weekend and does cocain… like really? am I that dumb?  I guess I go for what I think I deserve.  Do I deserve someone like that?  I’m no better than this person.. but I don’t need that in my life. I need to completely stay away from unpredictable people that don’t know what they want. for one I don’t know what I want. 

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Thats nothing compared to the rest of the crap I’m dealing with.  

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I’M A LITTLE DEPRESSED. I think I’ll make it through though, cause I have random moments, like now, that make me realize I still care a little.  But something needs to happen..and soon..Intervention. like now. And as much as I don’t want anyone to know I’m sad I still would like someone to talk to.

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God, please help me.  I lost ME somewhere down this steep slope and your light grows dimmer and dimmer. 

Love can be a terrible thing?

So I’m about to watch my best friends make big mistake..is it wrong to sit back and watch. its their life I know. but it kills me. my heart breaks for there heart ache they will have to face for the choices they will make.  

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I don’t want to feel this weight on my shoulders because of there choices. I want to be there for them as much as possible, but they can only fall for so long.  I don’t want to be there when they crash and burn cause it will make me want to go down with them. But I’m not going to lecture and tell them what to do.  I know they will learn and understand in time.. 

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I feel the only thing I can do is pray, and have faith that there will be something positive from it.

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theres always more then one possibility. 

LYKKE Li - Possibility 

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MUMFORD & SONS - White Blank Page

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Ollie and I  <3

Ollie and I 

<3

RED HOUSE PAINTERS - Have You Forgotten 

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Trackname — Have You Forgetten
Artist — Red House Painters
Album — Vanilla Sky
Am I loosing you? Do I even know who u r anymore? Why do I get the feeling like she doesn&#8217;t need me anymore.. Why do I feel so sad that she&#8217;s moved on to bigger and better things? Am I that easily forgotten? Do I impact peoples lives at all..why does events in my life all point to no? Should I feel happy for her? Is it wrong that I&#8217;m totally not? Were we ever really best friends? Is this me trying to fight for our friendship?? Is it enough? Have I been a bad friend? I didn&#8217;t mean to be..Im sorry Shawnna..i don&#8217;t know if you will even read this. Thats why I have the courage to write this. i know nobody looks at my tumblr so you probably won&#8217;t haha. but i still hope you will&#8230;.and won&#8217;t cause i don&#8217;t want to feel stupid later for blogging about my feeling and somebody knowing about it lol.. I don&#8217;t know if your even if you have been intentionally ignoring me.  but I need you right now.. I know I only texted you once and commented you on tumblr once since I&#8217;ve been in california, so this might be kinda silly to assume your upset with me. but I&#8217;m not someone who lets people know how I feel.  every time I try I don&#8217;t get my point across the way I wanted it to. So this is me trying to express my need for your presence in my life. I miss you. 

Am I loosing you?

Do I even know who u r anymore?

Why do I get the feeling like she doesn’t need me anymore..

Why do I feel so sad that she’s moved on to bigger and better things?

Am I that easily forgotten?

Do I impact peoples lives at all..why does events in my life all point to no?

Should I feel happy for her?

Is it wrong that I’m totally not?

Were we ever really best friends?

Is this me trying to fight for our friendship??

Is it enough?

Have I been a bad friend?

I didn’t mean to be..Im sorry Shawnna..i don’t know if you will even read this. Thats why I have the courage to write this. i know nobody looks at my tumblr so you probably won’t haha. but i still hope you will….and won’t cause i don’t want to feel stupid later for blogging about my feeling and somebody knowing about it lol.. I don’t know if your even if you have been intentionally ignoring me.  but I need you right now.. I know I only texted you once and commented you on tumblr once since I’ve been in california, so this might be kinda silly to assume your upset with me. but I’m not someone who lets people know how I feel.  every time I try I don’t get my point across the way I wanted it to.

So this is me trying to express my need for your presence in my life.

I miss you.